Fear

Fear of making the wrong choices.

Fear of finding dead someone I love.

Fear of madness.

Fear of whole darkness.

Fear of losing my friends.

Fear of not being alive to see my sister growing up.

Fear of drown.

Fear of being someone breakheart.

Fear of sadness.

Fear of feeling too much.

Fear of betrayal.

Fear of snakes.

Fear of the demons inside my mind.

Fear of being useless.

Fear of falling in love again.

Fear of the day when I’ll have to leave.

Fear of not being able to get over the disappointments.

Fear of not having a reason to live.

Fear this day will end and I won’t have had the time to do what I’m supposed to do.

Fear of waking up to find I have grown up.

Fear of not loving and fear of being loved.

Fear of end as my father did.

Fear of making the wrong choices.

I’ve said that.