Negative

I’m not posting in my blog, and someday I’ll have to put everything I’ve written on paper in the computer and post it, and to be honest I’m scared that when that day comes I won’t be able to find where this papers are.  I always think I do not have enough time to turn on the computer, so I’m not even downloading the notes from my teachers.

I’ve got the feeling that I’m doing things all day and that I never stop doing something, but when I think about how many productive things I’ve done, I got nothing. A teacher from the last year told me that this happens to me because I am so negative with myself that when I have to do something I start it, I think “I won’t do it well” and then leave it unfinished. She said that I don’t realize how much potential I have and that I could be brilliant if I wanted to. But then again, I’ve a mind block that keeps me away from the positive things.

To sum up, I hope someday I find this and post it… And CACTUS, REMEMBER, THE SONG IS “UNDERTOW” (include this last sentence, why not, this is a free post).